First Ray Now Clay: Clay Aiken Embraces a Gay Identity

by Randy on September 24, 2008 · Comments

This isn’t as shocking as Ray Boltz (read my blogpost on his “coming out” here). My thoughts about Clay after the jump.

NEW YORK (AP) — Clay Aiken is finally confirming what many people already knew: He’s gay. The cover of the latest People magazine shows Aiken holding his infant son, Parker Foster Aiken, with the headline: “Yes, I’m Gay.” The cover also has the quote: “I cannot raise a child to lie or hide things.”

The magazine has an interview with Aiken and confirmed that he was on the cover but refused to release the article to The Associated Press until Wednesday.

The baby’s mother is Aiken’s friend and record producer Jaymes Foster.

Aiken, who gained fame as the runner-up on “American Idol” in 2003, rarely addressed the frequent rumors about his sexuality. In an interview with The Associated Press two years ago, he said: “I don’t really feel like I have anybody to answer to but myself and God and the people I love.”

The multiplatinum singer recently released the CD “On My Way Here” and made his Broadway debut this spring in “Monty Python’s Spamalot.”
On the Net:

* http://www.clayaiken.com

[From The Associated Press: Clay is gay: Aiken comes out of the closet]

Everything I said in the post on Ray Boltz I could directly apply here but one thing that stood out to me is the “double life” phenomenon of these celebrities. I don’t know their hearts and I don’t even really know what they went through living their double lives. But I find myself marveling over “the closet’s” power over such visible people.

The closet, to me, is simply shame imposed silence. That’s why when some of my detractors say that I am in the closet I find it humorous. It’s humorous because I am far from living in secret or shame before and after I changed my views and life altered. So I have to admit, while I have a great deal of compassion and sympathy … I can’t relate personally.

I am curious about the idea that “the closet” is a social construct used by both sides for different reasons to impose a sense of shame in either confessing or not confessing one same sex attraction. That this social construct runs so deep that the only option given to overcome that shame is to be completely shut down or to embrace a gay identity.

Meaning, if society didn’t shame people with same sex attractions to be silent or conform to a gay worldview, maybe both the options of living as I do and living as Clay has evidently decided to do would both be respected paths of self-determination (in our secular world.)

::: pondering ::: feel free to ponder with me. This is an ongoing meditation of mine that I haven’t really worked it all out in my head yet (if that is possible.)

Don’t forget to pray for Ray and Clay about the gay … issue.

Sorry, I couldn’t resist all that easy rhyming.

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Jonathan 09/24/2008 12:25 AM 1 point
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It certainly seems to be a season of openness..I'm just glad its on the table so we can pray for them! I'm surprised at the cultural shame still associated with this kind of statement...it seems to me that just a few years ago it was the latest 'cool' thing.

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Randy 09/24/2008 09:26 AM 1 point
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I think I understand what you are saying but don't want to assume. Would you elaborate on how coming out has become "cool?"

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Jonathan 09/24/2008 12:24 PM 1 point
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Maybe it's just my own observations from high school, and not true in
any kind of normative sense, but, many of those who would call the
outcast terms such as "gay","queer","fag"and many others, only did
that with people who didn't already self-identify as "homosexual". At
the same time often there were 'positive' statements from members of
the GSA, "Yes, you are. Just admit it, and get on with your life."
"You're not doing 'X' so you must be". The already self-identified
"homosexual", received far less negative attention from the same
people, and if that weren't enough, they got an "instant support
structure" from the GSA community. Today, the statement, gets you more
than 15minutes of fame, it gets you a platform that causes people in
the public to listen to the pain you've experienced in life. If
you're making it yourself instead of being 'outed', you're already
past the point where you 'consciously care' about people's rejection
of your choice anyway. If you're famous you may even gain a whole new
and faster growing fanbase that would never have supported you
otherwise.

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B.T.Carolus 09/24/2008 12:34 PM 1 point
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I don't see exactly how that makes coming out appear 'cool.' I do, however, understand what you mean. There's sort of this assumption among younger people today, I think, (and which I used to be guilty of), that almost all gay people are out, and that anyone who is out is completely open about it. There's this sort of light pressure being exerted on my generation to view anyone who would remain closeted as having major psychological problems or something. I don't have any concrete evidence to marshall together to prove that, it's just from what I have observed based on consuming the same media as they have over the last 20 years, and interacting with them.

This definitely makes being out the more socially acceptable option, at least among us youngins.

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Randy 09/24/2008 05:52 PM 1 point
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You kind of hit on what I was alluding to with regard to "The Closet" being used to pressure people to be out. Because if you are not "out" you are somehow not strong enough or psychologically able. OR that by being "out" you are somehow your own personal hero for doing that.

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Randy 09/24/2008 05:49 PM 1 point
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Very good perspective. Great job in explaining.

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ChaplianChas. 09/24/2008 06:38 AM 1 point
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http://www.crossministry.org/home

The above link is a good response to Ray, which would be good for Clay, or anyone thinking about outing as gay.

Yes, there's less suprizing with this announcement, but it's still sad. I am so with you on the whole SHAME thing!

Now we just need true believers to walk in the light, as He is in the Light! THEN we can have peace with God (w/o shame) and fellowship one with another (w/o shame)!

Blessings! along with meditations,
ChaplainChas.

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Randy 09/24/2008 09:28 AM 1 point
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Thank you for the link Chas. I like and try to live out your antidote to shame :).

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ChaplianChas. 09/24/2008 06:48 AM 1 point
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While we're at it, it appears Lindsay Lohan has also come out... I don't believe she's ever professed Christ (unlike Clay and Ray), but it's a bit sad none-the-less). The world keeps on feeding us what we don't need, but think is best! Ugh.

From Seattle News: In a chat broadcast Monday night on Dr. Drew Pinsky's radio show, "Loveline," actress Lindsay Lohan, 22, confirmed that she and Samantha Ronson, 31, are lovers. Lohan, who called in to chat about the recent plane crash of her friend DJ AM, was caught off guard by co-host Ted Stryker, who asked how long she'd been going steady with Sam. "A long ... a very long time," Lohan said. (http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/entertain...).

Praying for repentance in my own heart, and Revival to take root and grow in rapid succession,
Blessings!
ChaplainChas.

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Randy 09/24/2008 09:31 AM 1 point
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Yeah, the Lindsay thing is odd. From the feedback I get (of all persuasions) has the opposite mirror reaction to Lindsay as they do Clay. The moment they hear she is in a "lesbian" relationship they always say "she's not really a lesbian" unlike Clay where the immediate response has always been, "he has same sex attraction."

Kinda' weird that little dynamic.

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Brenna Kater, the Oceanskater 09/24/2008 08:48 AM 1 point
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When I saw the headline, I popped over her, figuring you had already blogged about it!

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Randy 09/24/2008 09:32 AM 1 point
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Well ... you know ... I try. :)

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editorgal 09/24/2008 10:19 AM 2 points
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Sigh. Closets are dark, confining, restricting, and airless. No matter what name your closet has: abuse (sexual, physical or mental), alcoholism, drug addiction (prescription or street), pornography, food, mental illness (and I include depression here), control . . . well, the list is endless. Despite the prison of a closet, many folks choose to remain in them out of fear. Fear of rejection, ridicule, and all those words encompass. For some, the fear of losing income or their lives keeps them imprisoned. Sadly, churches are not safe places to come out of whatever closet restricts our freedom.

The article in the link Chap. Chas posted hits home . . . even if you substitute the name of the closet (or temptation) to any of the ones not related to sexual sin. The solution, ah, much touchier. Requires more of us to be honest, open and vulnerable . . . modern day prophets, if you will, exposing the closets for what they are, prisons. And proclaiming the Gospel so He can set the prisoners free. A daunting and scary prospect. I confess, I'm scared to expose my closets to the Church at large. He lives in my closets, well, the biggest ones anyway. The ones that kept me the most imprisoned. I'm certain I still have pockets I hide in when my flesh gets tempted away from His truth. I press on, thankful for the grace He's given me for this day. He is my freedom.

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Matt_V 09/24/2008 12:05 PM 1 point
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My mom has been a huge Clay fan ever since the American Idol days and she always expected that he was secretly struggling to reconcile his faith with his attractions. I know he's suffered from anxiety and panic attacks and I'd venture to guess that it has something to do with being in the public spotlight while he's working through identity questions. It also explains his decision to have a baby via artificial insemination, I think it's just part of wanting to be a dad and feeling like there's no other option for him.

My heart is saddened for him simply because I know how I felt while I was struggling alone. I know what it's like to want a wife and kids but see no possible road to getting there. Regardless of the decisions he makes from here I applaud him for the courage to be honest so publicly. The press has been ruthless to him for not talking publicly about his sexuality, and I'm sure they'll continue to be unkind now that he's being open. I just hope that all this doesn't send him running into the arms of the gay community, but into a loving and equipped church or even an exodus ministry. He's in my prayers.

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Randy 09/24/2008 02:10 PM 1 point
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Matt, if you do decide to answer Emily below, just be forewarned that she is a blogger with ex-gay watch.

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Emily K 09/24/2008 03:24 PM 1 point
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Randy, I hope your intent is not to get Matt to either 1) not answer my question or 2) change his answer because I'm from "the other side."

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Randy 09/24/2008 03:30 PM 1 point
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Well both of those options are pretty cynical. I just know that you all are always looking to blog about anything so if *he* decides to answer I think he should know who you are (if he doesn't already.)

I would, hopefully, never tell someone not to answer or "change" their answer. I find the insinuation a bit of an insult but not surprising.

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Emily K 09/24/2008 02:05 PM 1 point
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Matt, I'm curious as to why it would be bad for him to go running into the arms of the gay community.

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Randy 09/24/2008 02:11 PM 1 point
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Emily, if you hit reply underneath a comment it will open a text area and you can input your comment there. The benefit of that is the threads will remain together and the original author is emailed your response.

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